Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Mumbo Camp 2004

Just got back home from Mumbo camp this afternoon, it's been a long time since I helped up in a camp liao. But the camp is not as fun as what I experinced before... Maybe it is due to I have lost the drive to join in the fun or too many instructers that I don't know. It could also be the thought of working today prevent me from exhausting my energy.

I am not too sure how many more years I will be helping up with Mumbo camp. It's all started in 1999 where Daren asked me to help him with the log and I have helped him for 4 yrs liao. But what I really like was to meet all those frens who had been helping almost every yr since I started. The feeling of the gathering was so good although it was quite short as all are now working adults and have their own commitments.

Now I am still feeling very bad abt let Ah Neh to solely run the whole show on Sunday and till now still don't dare to give him a call to tell him that I was too tired to wake up due to the camp. SORRY AH NEH!!!!

Haiz... To think of it, I am still not a trustworthy guy as I have given him my words to come down. Trying very hard to help others but still always make some ppl unhappy. Maybe because I don't noe how to say "NO"

Thursday, September 09, 2004

First Entry

Well, this is my first log... I nvr had the habit to write a diary so I think that's why my english has never improved. Now currently still in office, doing nothing. That's why so free to write all this rubbishs... Haa haa...

This week I had been doing nite shift, so today my day started on 08/09/04 @ 1730hrs which I slept at ard 0900hrs in the morning. I am so thankful that the construction below my block didn't create so much noise like yesterday. I can finally had my 8 hours of sleep. I was supposed to meet Ah Boon for a swimming in Ngee Ann @ 1800hrs but ended up reaching school @ 1815hrs....

Found that guy at the snack bar, he was complaining abt the noise being made by the takaodo(don't noe how to spell) ppl and I told him that he could always change his location but he told me everywhere is the same..... Haiz.... Don't know how to say him.... haizzzz..

Instead of going to swim, he wanted to go and eat as he only ate 2 pieces of bread for the whole day. See him like this, I am very worried abt him... Haiz.... Hope that he will get into MOE and become a PE teacher soon...

After eating, we gone back to the pool and found Ah Neh and Benson were there for polo training. Both of us ended up playing polo balls instead of swimming, I never have the intention to use the dagger but the feeling was too strong for me to resist it... Can see that quite a lot of new freshies trying to do their row, hope that they will become great and better than what we all first started the game.....

Now feeling quite sleepy and hungry, still got abt 30min till my colleague come and take over me. Nvr know that I have so much to write. Life is getting boring for me and I don't know what am I working for. I currently have no aim in Life to motivate me. Helping ppl??? That is what I always do and ppl always take me as granted. Now should I think more abt myself???? Still thinking...